BEHIND THE MASK
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Every time someone starts a conversation, He speaks not to me but to my mask, I don't open my soul, I just close your questions, I don't trust you you are nobody for me Behind a mask I hide all the rot mixed with pain, I'm a cautious paranoid who's closed without a key, Lots of masks in my pocket for different occasions n' people, It may be weird and crazy for you, BUT IT'S BETTER AND CALMER FOR ME Try to peel the skin off my damn face, You'll get stabbed in the back in my embrace, Goin' deeper into my life, you'll get a knife in the back, I'LL TURN YOUR RAINBOW LIFE BLACK HUH? And don't say that I didn't warn you... Sclerotic fool... It is hopeless when you die from the inside and you need help. You ask your friends, acquaintances, but all you get in return is laughter. You're withdrawn, and every day you move away from your friends and family. They ask, "What's the problem? What's wrong with you?". And only at this moment you realize how hypocritical your surroundings are... That's all, I'm done...
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