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Started writing at 21/07/2019 Ended writing at 22/07/2019 Personality - Dark, Already in hell, no turnin' back, Friends ain't here, they're in the real world, Drive the gas pedal, but death overtakes anyway, Flashin' pictures of Satan, he's already callin' me to hell, Lyin' in an accident and bleedin', and hear only the sound... "Flour In Hell Is Cruel" Fuck whores, Fuck money, Fuck victory, huh... Health is more important to me than all the money, Hey, I won't fuck bitches in a row like them, Take my soul, devil, I only need fame and money, I'm fearless, 'cuz my beast mode's on, Aye, Cause of fearlessness - from death I ain't afraid to run, Aye, What the fuck? I'm chokin'... Maybe I'm dyin'? No... Far from it... I will make notes in the papers, The inner voice constantly whispers to me, Take notes so that no one will forget me... CONSCIENCE'S CLEAR, Demons are will pierce my heart with a SPEAR, Fear... Hah... Do will you let me sleep? Somewhere deep in my soul I'm dead, Walkin' from the kitchen to sleep - See the bloody inscription "Rest in Peace", Lottery in hell, Without receivin' a Prinze, Heart freezes, In vain I squeezed the pedal, Fuck all, I will not fall in the soul, Take your face off - YOU'RE DISGUSTIN'... THE BRAIN'S ALREADY DEAD - IT AIN'T FUNCTIONIN', Satan's already takin' a glass of gin to flash it on my dead brain, Pain is not SENSIBLE, Headache is TERRIBLE, Tolerate her IMPOSSIBLE, That voice in my head's DRIVIN' ME CRAZY, OHH, GOD, PLEASE, SAVE ME... I AM COMPLETELY SICK, Don't throw bricks at me, I am too weak, Maybe I'M A FREAK, I DON'T WANNA BE KILLED, PIERCED INTO A STICK, FUCK, I'M COMPLETELY SICK, Don't throw bricks at me, I'M too weak, Maybe I'MMA FREAK, DON'T WANNA BE KILLED, PIERCED INTO A STICK... FUCK... All the money, all the efforts, Will be spent to empty, All the money, all the efforts, Will be spent to empty... I'm so gloomy, What i'm afraid of myself, My appearance causes vomitin', Feel like I'm in a slaughterhouse, Too much load, need to pause, Seein' in the mirror causes nausea, No problem because FEAR KILLED 'EM... For all the stressful time - I did not let a tear fall, Hammer nails in my coffin, Ain't afraid, cuz I loved nothin' The Devil's already killin' my brain, I'm not afraid, EVERYTHING'S FINE... I like so much the feelin' of dyin' heart from poison... Hahaha... Pain is not SENSIBLE, Headache is TERRIBLE, Tolerate her IMPOSSIBLE, That voice in my head's DRIVIN' ME CRAZY, OHH, GOD, PLEASE, SAVE ME... I AM COMPLETELY SICK, DON'T THROW BRICKS AT ME.... HAHH... Throw ice in a gin to somehow calm down, Throw ice in a gin to somehow calm down, Throw ice in a gin to somehow calm down, THROW ICE IN A GIN TO SOMEHOW CALM DOWN... IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, IF I'VE TO DIE, THEN KILL ME, But ain't let me suffer forever... Hah... Well tortured me, Devil? Uh? Fuck... Flour In Hell Is Fucking Cruel...