CAN'T PUT UP
I WOULD LIKE TO CUT YOU COMPLETELY OUT OF MY MIND,
BETRAYAL STILL EATS AWAY AT ME FROM THE INSIDE,
DON'T KNOW WHY I JUST CAN'T LEAVE THE TIME WITH YOU BEHIND,
AN OPEN WOUND IN MY BRAIN CAN'T BECOME A SCAR,
WHY CAN'T I ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE? PLEASE, TELL ME WHY
I GO TO BED EVERY NIGHT WITH THE THOUGHT THAT SOMETHING'S WRONG,
SINCE THE MOMENT YOU REPLACED ME WITH 'NOTHER, I CANNOT PUT UP WITH THIS EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO,
YOU MAY NOT CARE,
CUZ YOUR LIFE GOES ON JAM,
BUT MY KNIFE IS RUSTY,
AND I CAN'T LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST, BITCH,
I REMEMBER THE DAY OUR RELATIONSHIP ENDED,
I'M REGRET I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU, UNDERSTAND THIS,
I WAS SO YOUNG AND DUMB, WISH I COULD GO BACK,
AND NOT TO MEET YOU, AND NOT TO LOSE MY HEAD,
YOU LEFT MY SOUL TORN APART AND BLEEDING,
RESENTMENT AND HATE ARE ALL MY FEELINGS,
I see it as a moral murder,
I can't accept such a miserable outcome...
I drink sleeping pills every night,
But I cannot close my both eyes
Because they are not dry,
Time in a spiritual emptiness passes for so long,
I wan' live but I feel like nobody when I'm alone,
It's like I've already died and already lived my life,
I see no more sense in existence, I reach for the knife,
I'm sure after I find peace you will not care,
After all, you're happy with your life and for you it's fair
I hope I find some peace... At least after death... I will watch your boyfriend... And wait for his last breath...
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