LXST TIME
I finished my work day,
I asked the girl where she was by SMS,
There was no answer for a long time,
The apartment was locked, an hour has passed,
I went to my best friend, maybe even to spend the night,
There was a downpour outside and I ran breathless,
I took off my hood when I went inside
The sounds that came from the top of the apartments shocked me,
I opened the apartment door and saw a friend fucking with my already ex,
She was lying on him with fun and received kisses on the neck,
All the wasted time I will never get back,
I ran to the roof and then my heart turned black
So much time wasted,
All the joyful moments from the past are already fading against the background of the present,
The whole soul and everything inside is devastated,
Like water in the desert,
I guess I need a reset,
Inside, a silent scream rips my ribs,
No, I won't cry 'bout this
She is not worth my tears,
I should have understood earlier,
It was my mistake that I won't make again,
I'm tired of the load, I'm tired of the pain,
This will someday show a stain
2020-11-20 13:50:12
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