Hold On to the Memories
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I remember when I used to smile, Used to laugh I used to enjoy little moments like that It felt great, feeling complete To feel like I really mattered, Not so hopeless, so weak I remember when I had all of my kids under one roof And we were all HAPPY Finally The proof was in the sounds of us laughing I remember when that smile... That Memorable Smile... That drove me wild Putting me in a state of beautiful surrender And never longing for another But now it's all I have All I Remember.... All that's left That Smile found my soul But... Just as soon as it made a permanent residence, Suddenly it was gone So fucking unexpected Just to have those days back Where a smile and a laugh was all one had I'd give almost anything Just a chance for a moment of that I can hear the laughter of my children I can hear the sound of my heart beat repeating Multiple beats, palpatating, Happiness.... I want it back I want it all back Just like that... I close my eyes Clear my head And I'm not surprised... Another memory comes back To remind me That anytime I may need a sweet release I can just close my eyes And hold on to the memories..... ©shantilly
I remember when I used to smile, Used to laugh I used to enjoy little moments like that It felt great, feeling complete To feel like I really mattered, Not so hopeless, so weak I remember when I had all of my kids under one roof And we were all HAPPY Finally The proof was in the sounds of us laughing I remember when that smile... That Memorable Smile... That drove me wild Putting me in a state of beautiful surrender And never longing for another But now it's all I have All I Remember.... All that's left That Smile found my soul But... Just as soon as it made a permanent residence, Suddenly it was gone So fucking unexpected Just to have those days back Where a smile and a laugh was all one had I'd give almost anything Just a chance for a moment of that I can hear the laughter of my children I can hear the sound of my heart beat repeating Multiple beats, palpatating, Happiness.... I want it back I want it all back Just like that... I close my eyes Clear my head And I'm not surprised... Another memory comes back To remind me That anytime I may need a sweet release I can just close my eyes And hold on to the memories..... ©shantilly
2022-02-23 10:23:54
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