Who Am I?

CVLD BLVVDED

Deep in my mind, I wonder who I am, I don't really feel alive, without any name, Breath and life are not the same, I'm drowning in my questions inside, but I can't find an answer to them, Life is as if not yours, Everything is only getting worse, This feeling's like some kind of curse, And I'm locked up with this burden with closed doors, The thoughts in my head are a maze, This is a ball of thread that can't be deciphered, I try to put a smile on my tired face, I just want to understand who I am But all is in vain... Cold blooded, why do you deny your true nature? Don't you look at the violence with pleasure? Erase all norms forget about all measures, EVERYONE CHANGES UNDER PRESSURE! Nah, nah, nah, Humanity is still in me, My second personality is killing me, Fighting with yourself will lead to the death of both, Crying for some help will not save me 'cause I'm closed, Even if you wanted to, you couldn't read my thoughts, Because some kind of consciousness is pushing me out, I try my best to hold on but it knocks me off... Deep in my mind, I wonder who I am, I don't really feel alive, without any name, Breath and life are not the same, I'm drowning in my questions inside, but I can't find an answer to them, Life is as if not yours, Everything is only getting worse, This feeling's like some kind of curse, And I'm locked up with this burden with closed doors, The thoughts in my head are a maze, This is a ball of thread that can't be deciphered, I try to put a smile on my tired face, I just want to understand who I am But all is in vain...

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shadowlinxxx morgan

ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx

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shadowlinxxx morgan

The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx

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