I live my life without understanding its purpose, My vision of the world is still blind, it is not formed, All that I've ever seen and observed now it's a lie that I have made up, Or not? I wonder how many nightmares do I have to face before I wake up? The mirror hurts my eyes, Can someone tell me why? In the past, I looked at life, And it seemed pleasantly bright, I've waited too much for the change, My patience was wasted in vain, SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH LOVE FOR SO LONG, 'CAUSE LOVE PASSES BY AND EVENTUALLY GETS REPLACED It doesn't make the slightest sense, It dulls the ability to think in advance, I don't need fake love with stress, It only brings me closer to death, I'll let the blade cut through my heart, In any case it's just a piece of meat, I won't feel pain, I'm sure that I won't be hurt, I'd rather die in the heartbeat after being meanly hit... Why should I risk it if I'm fine? I only feel pain watchin' the sky at night, My tears under my eyes are already dry, I'm tired of grieving 'bout the past, I feel the present being excised, I know about it, I swear that I'm tired... Many thoughts I want to forget, A heavy burden that I don’t have the strength to bear, Every step brings up another doubt, I know that I need to go further, oh, Have you ever dealt with this before? I'll accept your help, I'm weak at heart, I insisted on being alone, but I realized that I was wrong, Forgive me please, for everything I've ever done, It's always been 'me' and has never been 'us', That's the reason I'm so withdrawn It's easier for me to keep staying closed, 'Cause when I'm sincere you say it always makes me dumb, I don't wanna be with you here, because you make me sad, Ohh... When I'm neutral, you say that I look like a cold-blooded psychopath... Frankly, I'm confused, I can't understand your aim, Staying comfortably closed is what I choose, I don't wanna talk to you, Please forget about my name, Frankly, I'm confused, I can't understand your aim I don't wanna talk to you, Please forget about my name...