THE ØNLY REAL HEŁPING HANĐ
CVLD BLVVDED
So many sleepless nights have passed, There is a crack on my head and inside there's a mess, Glass shards are scattered chaotically on the floor, There's an open wound in my heart filled with alcohol, I can hear someone open the door behind my back... Outside, my heart is red, but inside it's black, The candles went out as soon as the devil entered, I have nothing left... I don't know how I can be even more devastated than now, These days I lost my mind to the point, That I was painting someone's blood on the wall, Devil, I'm the worst, You can find another better copy, I had problems 'n' parasites and I couldn't solve 'em, This life, I cannot love it, Almost all people are rats and rotten, That's why I isolated myself from all of them, I wish I could rip my heart out of my chest, And not to carry all the pain with me and take a rest I don't know why I'm falling on my knees, Maybe 'cause the devil is the only one who can give me peace, Perhaps this will be my fatal mistake, I take a risk, But I see no other way out of this situation other than this, Maybe I'll regret it, maybe I'll be glad after that, I'd rather take this step than continue to be further in the mud
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
Wow.
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MUTILATIVN WITH THE CHAINSAW REALITY You'll feel better without me Drawing of the Plague Doctor
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Behind your back people are talking Using words that cut you down to size You want to fight back It's building inside you Holding you up Taking you hostage It's worth fighting for They'll try to take your pride Try to take your soul They'll try to take all the control They'll look you in the eyes Fill you full of lies Believe me they're gonna try So when you're feeling crazy And things fall apart Listen to your head Remember who you are You're the one You're the unbreakable heart
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