THE ØNLY REAL HEŁPING HANĐ
So many sleepless nights have passed,
There is a crack on my head and inside there's a mess,
Glass shards are scattered chaotically on the floor,
There's an open wound in my heart filled with alcohol,
I can hear someone open the door behind my back...
Outside, my heart is red, but inside it's black,
The candles went out as soon as the devil entered,
I have nothing left...
I don't know how I can be even more devastated than now,
These days I lost my mind to the point,
That I was painting someone's blood on the wall,
Devil, I'm the worst,
You can find another better copy,
I had problems 'n' parasites and I couldn't solve 'em,
This life, I cannot love it,
Almost all people are rats and rotten,
That's why I isolated myself from all of them,
I wish I could rip my heart out of my chest,
And not to carry all the pain with me and take a rest
I don't know why I'm falling on my knees,
Maybe 'cause the devil is the only one who can give me peace,
Perhaps this will be my fatal mistake, I take a risk,
But I see no other way out of this situation other than this,
Maybe I'll regret it, maybe I'll be glad after that,
I'd rather take this step than continue to be further in the mud
2020-12-18 12:03:14
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