Koi no yokan
Premonition of love
is scarier, really,
Than love in it's depth
of salt bittersweet.
Don't know who you are
but treacherous feeling
can still make me sick.
It's not for retweet.
Emotions in me
are strange and destructive.
Respect to yourself
is hidden in tears.
That inner confuse
is trying to truck to
non-calmness and sad
illusion of fears.
"Forever with u"
It's bullshit. I hope so.
This stalking of thoughts -
the way to the edge.
But closer to me
my terrible person
collects our dreams
and tries to allege
presumption of pain,
prediction of plotted
indifferent lies
that may to come true.
I'm coward and jerk
but I never wanted
being hated by you.
Being hated by u.
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*Koi no yokan - (яп.) чувство, когда на твоём жизненном пути появляется кто-то, кого ты неотвратимо полюбишь в будущем. Необъяснимое предчувствие любви, которое отпугивает и притягивает.
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