mind in darkness

bandagemaniac

i know you want to help but vain, you cant just take away this pain.. im used to be alone when hurt.. trying to get my memories burnt.. but it not working how i want, my heart crackling doesn't stopped.. so easy i get jittery, after nights misery.. my mind is overcrowded of them.. thats sick, i know but dont condemn.. i cant get her out of head, im inside long ago dead.. overthinking is killing me slow.. giving me mental and hurtly a blow.. without her i know what death is, a sip of life she always gives.. my thoughts are full of suicide.. i will get on the better side.. instant you filling room of tears, im sorry, that i realize your fears..

2024-05-13 19:14:41

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